My apologies for not posting these past two weeks but I literally couldn’t walk, much less find a comfortable position to sit and type, because I threw out my back after teaching yoga two weeks ago. (I have a history of back problems so I know to be careful, but I wasn’t and BAM – instant sacro-lumbar chaos.) I’ve been playing work and life catch-up ever since.
(Note: not actually me; I wasn’t ambitious enough to put on an apron)
Back injuries are no fun and it’s not until you can’t use them that you realize just how involved your spine and back muscles are in virtually every aspect of life. I almost passed out from pain after trying to move around, so I spent many hours laying on the bed on my belly, a pillow propping up my hips to relieve pressure from my back. My amazing boyfriend made sure I was as comfortable as I could be and well taken care of (cooking, fetching ice, carrying me to the bathroom, driving me to appointments, feeding and walking the dogs – I did say he’s amazing, right?), but it was a rough few days with very limited mobility and another achey 10 days slowly building strength and starting to regain my flexibility. My pain drained brain had the sense to connect with two super talented healers, Dr. Beau from Chiropractique and Jaclyn from Elite Bodyworkers, and I am practically new again, just two weeks later. As happy as I am to be feeling so well, it was a humbling and scary experience.
Like any good bump in the road called life, there’s a lesson in all of this. I don’t consider myself a perfectionist but I do try to “do it all,” cramming as much into life as possible. Maybe too much. Rather than find happiness by doing more, I’ve been working hardcore on practicing contentment and non-attachment. I’m learning to be happy with the present: where I am and what I have right here, right now. Just because I could do a super awesome scorpion a month ago doesn’t mean that I will ever be able to do it again, and that’s totally okay. That won’t make me any less me. What I have or don’t have, or can or can’t do doesn’t define me. These practices are just as much yoga as any physical asana practices. So while I don’t want a repeat of Backpocalypse 2011, it was part of my journey and I’m grateful for that.
Have a lovely week










